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WAH SIA LA!!!!! STUN BURGER!!!!!!!

Todae TPJC Road run( a.k.a. cross country)........morn weather fine, got lost while in willis' dad car.....hahaz.......wen reached had to wait for bout 1 hr b4 JC1 boys start...... SIANZ......wen come our turn, all chiong, mistake for me to chiong so early, bad part of run, no water point, gud thing bout run, only 3KM...... but it did not seem as short as the number 3.....last stretch i chionged, but realised chiong too early, end up force myself to dash through finishing line, den p.e. teacher sae no need chiong.......wth...... position 215/ 300-400+ i think, hahaz.......JC alot of dam fast runners sia, hahaz.....slacked too much during holidaes, hahaz......
after run go eat lunch with class mates, all walk to fast food area dunnoe exactly where..........wanted to eat at subway, realise no aircon, so off to Mac!!! hahaz.......eat eat eat, chit chat chit chat...... den go off, take bus back to tampines interchange, sum of them folo me take bus 3 go TPJC for cca, i go home cuz no cca(DUH)......hahaz...... den play guitar n piano, den sleep till America's Funniest Home Videos show on TV, hahaz...... watch till bout 9, den use com lor, hahaz......... now is hope for gud 2 more daes of the week, n i beta chiong as many tutorials as i can while still got time, hahaz.........

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Camp's over, enjoyed myself, and i have to make another STATEMENT, n this time i wun even entertain replies...im sry

I feel no more connection between me n 4/8.....all my friends, all those memories.....i feel nothing bout them any more......look at the way u guys treat people like me, like no one, like we weren't even there.......im just like another outsider to ur even in class outings...... i can conclude that we have nothing in common from the start......my heart lies in sumwhere else now, partly in TPJC....partly in sumwhere else i refuse to tell anyone........not one bit in PRCS 4/8.....4/8, u guys nvr treat anyone as equally, u guys treat me like sum piece of junk....... u guys aren't juz as enthu as i thought u guys were...... u guys hardly look optimistic.... for every single person in 4/8, even to the people i hardly talk to, i have loads of stuff i can scream shout at ur face, i chose not to, u shud be thankful.........u guys aren't even as open-minded, u guys make me feel inferior....u shud noe tat, i try to treat everyone the same, but i get nthn out of it nor anything in return, u guys show ur concern for me which i dun even have the full 100% confidence in whatever u guys sae........i nvr feel assured by anything u guys sae to me....... u guys can nvr understand me......go on and compare me to u guys..... there is very much little in common between us.........so from now on, its over being 4/8 forever and crap, if u need to relate anything to me, im purely n solely juz a friend out there.....maybe even a total stranger to sum of u......
now wen u guys plan any outing, go ahead n not invite me, by all means, call me a loner, sum idiot and wadeva, look at it this way, even if u guys call me out, how often do i chat with ur about sumthing i actually noe between us.......u can come and sae that its because during conversation topics always change n sumtimes u guys also noe nthn bout it, look back at the times where i have been out with u guys, truthfully, how many times have the topic swicthed to sumthing which i actually have sumthing in common with u guys to tok about? HUH?!?! at least my new classmates make an effort to get to noe me better by toking bout common stuff we all have.......how many times have u guys from 4/8 excluding those i've known for a VERY VERY long time actually make an effort to get to noe me better? i think NOT EVEN ONCE......For u guys, i m already being nice for not even criticising u, so dun push ur luk.....

So remember this, from now on, im only purely a friend to people from 4/8, i maybe a 4/8er, but u guys make me feel like im not one.....so y go on being one? i've holded onto all these issues for far too long, n its about time i address it properly......
that shud be the end of wadeva i needed to sae, n one BIG reminder:
ANYONE ELSE READING THIS POST, I DUN WANA RAKE UP THE UNHAPPY PAST, SO DUN ASK ME ANYTHING ABOUT IT IF WE EVER MEET, I WOULD REALLY APPRECIATE IT.......
THANKS........n i really apologise if i have offended anyone of u guys, by all means, write a post bout me if u want to, call me a jerk, a freak, an asshole.....wadeva u want, i dun care, i really neede to let u guys noe how i really feel......

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Hahaz........UNO.......now tats stuck in my head......

Todae last dae for lessons for 09S27......for da week....... WOOTS...... camp starts 2morow, im ALMOST done packing, hahaz.........Neway, pretty stupid todae......during break only think of one thing..... UNO......... after chinese.... UNO........its been an UNO dae..........LOLX.......Come to even think about it, hu noes tat if got campfire, 09S27 may even be playing around fire, hahaz..........we go all over skul plae UNO, play like gambling like tat....... Den Sean n Lionel had to be funny...... we borrowed monopoly, but played UNO first, wen giving out cards lionel and sean took out monopoly money n started playing scissors paper stone: winner get money........Joseph was super suay todae, tio total of +18, lionel was pissed cuz we skipped 4 of his turns str8, MingJun made alot of mistakes, kena +10 and +12 in one game, hahaz...... in all we had fun, hahaz.......
09S27 start ur engines!!!!! Orientation Camp is about to start, alll muz try be as enthu as possible ar!!!!! hahahahaz...........CYA GUYS!

A dedication from me to 09S27!!!!!

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Okz, felt alot much beta after yesterdae's post........ anyways...... this week, TPJC CAMP WEEK!! hope to get to noe my classmates beta....... hahaz.... n finally a male dominated class.....hahaz.......Jun Yan was telling tat his class was female dominated, n camp dance each guy lucky can dance with 3 girl partners..... LOL....hahaz......... then again......hu noes that there mite be sum unexpected things........JKJK....hahaz.......

From the five of us, i had to be the odd one out..........sianz............pang sei kias........jkjk....hahaz.......neway thx Jun Yan for recommending me to read Lilim Kiss..... hahaz..........very stupid n nice, hahaz........Now waiting for naruto manga 436, then next week's naruto shippuden 97....... n SIANZ, I STILL CANT FIND A SHIKAMAURU PLUSHY..........

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Im apologising to every single person i know rite here rite now in advance......especially to the people whom i talked to todae........i have to clarify all these things rite now...... its time to end my misery.......

"A Friend In Need Is A Friend Indeed"...... i always liked this line....... I treasure every single friendship, every friend that i made........ i will always remember them for life....... even the slightest jerk, b****, n wadeva...... the line of names can go on forever..... but no matter how i hate them, as long as we're friends, i will still remember you, we go through ups and downs in life together as one..........im the happy go lucky self because of u my friends......... u made it all possible for me to be who i am todae........... but to actually curse or swear at them by myself, DO ANY OF U GUYS OUT THERE NOE WAT IT FEELS LIKE TO EVEN CALL UR CLOSEST FRIEND(S) A JERK OR A BITCH????? IT HURTS ME TO THE CORE!!!!!!!! even if im friends with sumone for a short while, i m still a friend of him/her u noe???? yes i may hate sum of my friends with attitude problems, for the faces, for how they look, for how they act n for what they always sae, but they are still my friends!!!!!!! If u guys cant take the fact like that, go ahead do what u want, delete my msn address, delete my hp number, spit at me in the face, OR even curse at me with all the vulgarities u got........LIKE I WILL CARE ABOUT WHAT U GUYS WILL DO TO ME........all the more i will be hurt even more, to lose one more friend, its like the end of the world to me..........every nite i go to bed with guilt and regret.......nvr have i ever slept in peace since last year..........u may forget me, but i will nvr forget a dear friend..... n there is nthn u can do to make me forget about u guys.........

U may have heard me sae this a million times to a question- why u so quiet? " if i got nthn good to sae, then dun sae anything at all".......... i really mean it man......... i have to nthn to talk about, u can scream shout at me, u can talk to me about anything, im just glad to lend listening ear to any of ur troubles....... so tat doesnt mean im isolatng myself from any of u......... u can always ask me for my opinion, n mine may not always be the best.......im not forcing u to do what i tell u, im juz trying to help u in the best way that i can...........U HAVE TO KEEP IN MIND THAT I ALSO HAVE TO TOLERATE WADEVA U SAE...... SO SPARE MY FEELINGS TOO

Now then, BGR........... im no expert in this.......... i have crushes........ N ITS NOT SURPRISING, if u think it is, i dun think u dun belong to earth.......im a human too u noe? and i got feelings too...........i have crushes even on sum of my closest friends( im talking bout girls here, im not gay).....yea sure, call me a coward, anything u want, i may not have the courage to tell any of them about my feelings, but i try to do my best in making them happy,even if it means helping them noe sumone else better, so what if they dun like me, its not like its the end of the world to me..........if u have any thoughts or opinions..... KEEP THEM TO URSELF...........i wont entertain any nonsense..............im aready on the brink of exploding(i mean blowing my top), by doing this i wud have relieved sum of my anger........ Jamming on my electric guitar is the only way i can clear my thoughts..........thats y im hardly online these daes, im juz lookin for songs to plae or master on guitar or piano............

that shud at least do to make me more relaxed........... once again im really sry if the above para's have offended any of u............. from the bottom of my heart i really am sry........ so plz understand me if i refuse to answer any questions..........

Digressing abit, for all those i noe that are interested in learning guitar....... i finish skul usually at 1pm-1.30PM,i have cca's on wednesdays and fridays....so not on these days will do......im open to teach on my free weekdays till 5.30PM only,sat only on morns, sun on afternoons b4 dinner, so if u want any lessons, plz confirm with me bout dates and timing... u dun nid a guitar to learn, juz share mine can, of course it wud be better if u have one working one n in gud condition....hahaz........if u wan to learn certain things in details, then tell me, or if any songs u wana learn how to plae on guitar.........hahaz....... i can teach piano too, if u really despo to learn, i may not be that gud or accurate, but i still can plae, hahaz......i will make an effort to make sure u can learn as much as possible......

So once again, im dreadfully sry....... and please forgive me for wadeva i have done..................

I NEVER WANA LOSE A FRIEND EVER AGAIN.......NOT EVEN IF I ONLY KNOW THEM FOR THE SHORTEST OF WHILES..........

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ZQ tagged me for that itunes test thingy, but no time do it todae, prob will do it 2morow, hahaz........

ANYWAYS..... cool, first dae of college years............dunnoe y, dam excited to go jc, but to lazy to get out of bed, hahaz........ get up do morning routines, den go out, THIS TIME ROUND, IM TAKING THE BUS, hahaz.... no more cycling, now taking same bus as sis...... SIAN....... so took bus met up with jun yan n jess, i live nearest to tpjc, yet i latest to reach, DANG U BUS 3.....hahaz........... so we went into tpjc....... new life, hahaz..... guess the first place we visited?????.........CANTEEN!!!!!! hahaz, n they got JAP food, hahaz...... im hungry for it........hahaz.......... den go hall assemble, n OMG, nthn new here.... singing national anthem again.... den orientation starts........ meet OGL's, one of them happen to be my sec school senior, hahaz..... had long intro tok, den icebreakers, quite funny though, hahaz, have to sae, i was the only prcs student in my OG out of 40 OGs, AM I UNLUCKY OR WHAT??? hahaz..... btw, OG = Orientation Group......... during break chit chat, then SIAN... den chit chat during lunch n eat, DEN SIAN.... then go home ler lor.... neway, met two old primary school friends, deja vu there... hahaz....... n that shud be all, hahaz..... about the same as any every first jc 1 dae, hahaz........
SIGNING OFF!!!!

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Hahaz, it was a great last 2 days, hahaz......n i meant previous 2 daes, not my last 2 daes, hahaz.....

Sunday...............18/01

great day!!! hahaz...... afternoon went off to zq house, i was there first, hahaz...... so we started plaeing his ps3..... played his new game, BUZZ QUIZ TV i think sumthin like tat...... quite fun lar, the questions SUPER tough...... zq won me most of da time, hahaz......quite a good gamer he is, hahaz...... den switched to plaeing little big planet, play awhile sian, den willis come n we play Buzz quiz tv again, willis loos like mad, zq win like mad..... hahaz..... im always second...... den gary come, we play 4 player, the last game we play willis sum how won, hahaz..... luky him......

DEN CAME BEST PART, DINNER!!!! gotta thx zq for recommending the jap restaurant, hahaz.....most details in zq's blog, so i shall post sum pics tat i have hahaz........

This da cold tofu n salmon sashimi ordered by the one n only ZQ, hahaz....

Ton Katsu was delicious!!! ordered by yours truly,hahaz....

willis ordered da tuna handroll........

my half eaten food....

Funny story though, heres sum conversations in my words, hahaz....

Before Dinner served,

ZQ: remember take picture of food ar....

Me, Willis, Gary: yaya ok hahaz.....

During Dinner,

Me: Food come aready(what im thinkin: eat eat eat)

Willis: lol

ZQ: ok lets eat...

Half way through,

ZQ: AIYA, 4got take photo.......stop eating stop eating take picture!!!

Me: Sian, eat half way aready leh....

Willis: lol

Gary: nvm lor juz take picture, hahaz....

After Dinner juz about to pay,

Me: eh ZQ remember go pay ar, dun like last time eat finish den haven pay den sae "ok lets go!", hahaz....

The rest: hahaz....

Willis: lol

thats bout it, hahaz

And the most candid shot i got that dae plus the winner of DUH silliest award goes to...... WILLIS DA RABBIT, hahaz............

Monday............19/01

Yesterday actually.....morning i dam sian......... den willis call, den my uncle...... i go collect bakua, den me n willis go tricia house play mahjong...... cuz ltr they wan go da campus super star as audience at media corp studios.... i not really interested in this kind of show so i nvr folo... besides, even if i go, i will have bloody hard time understanding so much chinese at one go.... hahaz....... me n willis the first two people there at tricia house, like dam ps..... so chit chat awhile, den steph called tricia go fetch her...... lolx..... den wen meet her we started laughing cuz de hat she where like she going sum winter country like tat......... hahaz...... den we go ntuc buy drinks, super irritating leh, next time ur gals one any drink tell me first, hahaz..... make me go here n there juz to get drinks.... hahaz..... den headed for tricia house plae mahjong....... plae plae plae, hs join us ltr... hahaz.... i m de suayest..... got alot of KANG, no HU..... lolx, nvr win a single game, hahaz.... but got one close shi san yao win......dang.......... hahaz.... den at 4.45PM they left for school by taxi, den i go home lor.... at night watch tv from 10PM...... at 11.30PM watch the campus super star show to see if can find them....... eventually saw willis, n guess what??? HE IS FINALLY ENJOYING HIMSELF IN SUMTHING LIKE TAT........ i ACTUALLY SAW HIM LAUGHING N SMILING BIG, hahaz.....

Den tats for da dae lor... haha signing off!!!

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CONGRATULATIONS TO 4/8'08 N WHOLE OF SEC4E N SEC5N 2008 FROM PRCS For o lvl results!!!!!!

Firstly to 4/8ers,
I congratulate all those hu got wad they wanted, esp ZQ for his proud 8 distinctions, KUDOS BRO!!! Though many people have unexpected results, so did i. Not that i m bragging( no offence people....), but i nvr expected A2 for music, hahaz..... THX ALOT MR LEUNG N MS CHEONG!!!!! No matter what the results shown on the cert or result slips, REMEMBER 4/8, BE POSTITIVE...... so what if u guys din do well, u guys have gave it ur all, done ur best...... now look ahead at our futures n what it holds in store for us..........take advantage of every moment to to ur best, may u guys prosper!!!!!!!
ONE MORE THING, to 2 years of friendship!!!!! Thx to 4/8 for standing by each other, though sum of us may not meet again, we shall keep in contact for as long as ever, FRIENDS FOREVER 4/8, hahaz........

Next to the rest hu i noe have taken o lvls,
Contratulations to u guys too, like i said, a new chapter awaits us, so stay optimistic n may our friendship ever last... hahahz

Now, 2 dedication mtvs for every one out there, i will be playing 2 of my fav jap songs mtv, look at the English subtitles n u will find it very meaningful, tat y i like the songs...hahaz.....

Blue Bird (FULL) by Ikimono Gakari

Closer (FULL) by Inoue Joe

Hahaz.... so guys, remember gud old n LAME DOM, hahaz.... n for my laughing always, hahaz.....

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SIANZ...... todae turned out to be rather boring though.... so much for thinking it was a busy day........

My sis juz came back from Kota Tinggi for her sec3 school camp..... came back bout 3+ there.....
so from wen i wake up(10+ i think), juz jamming on my guitar n watched WALL-E, hahaz.....not much of comedy, but cute, hahaz...... a gud movie.......
Den, i some how solved my DS flash card problem.... i dunnoe how i did it, but all i did was juz meddle with sum stuff, dunnoe how i update it, den VIOLA, free to continue my Phoenix Wright: Ace Attorney( Justice for All).... its da second of the Ace Attorney series, n tat means im half way to completing the series of 4 games...... hahaz
Juz in case u dunnoe wads da game im tokin bout, prob i upload i video or 2 bout it, wana noe more, u can try it or search at wikipedia...... i dunnoe wad to review bout it, but its a great game for thinkers, hahaz.....

ViDeO

Phoenix Wright: Ace Attorney

Phoenix Wright:Ace Attorney (Justice For All)

That wud be all for da day for me, hahaz......

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Ok, thx to Temasek Poly opn house todae, im having views of actually still pursueing my career as a teacher, but maybe gon through poly den jc to achieve it.......hahaz.......

Temasek poly was the only poly of the three polys i visited so far tat has a dam friggin 'high' atmosphere there!!!! It was simply great!!!!!! Also met sum of my EmpowerU seniors serving as ushers.......haiz......quite sum surprise since i nvr wu have expected them there, hahaz...... The poly seemd BIG, but the whole place was walkable, hahaz...... with zq, leon, steph, si en......it was great, hahaz.....

It started off at ws, i was there at 12noon, called zq, saeing he was bout to leave house n head to ws for lunch.......i was kinda pissed since i actually bought sum food to eat for my brunch, hahaz( eap, i din even eat my breakies, hahaz)... so while waiting for the girls n zq to come, i went up to the arcade as usual....n it was dam empty sia, including me, think i only counted like 3 people in the arcade!!!!!! MORAL OF THE STORY: if u like going arcade, go durng school hours, hahaz, but dun dumb dumb pontang school lar..... DUH..........hahaz

played only time crisis 3( one of my fav first person shooting games in arcade) n managed to clear with 6th position on high score FINALLY, hahaz........

At bout 1pm, we all met at da interchange, took bus 15 which just arrived after si en met us, hahaz....tok about being lucky......... reached TP at bout 1.30m, den went to eat lunch at the business school's foodcourt...... zq's chicken cutlet rice was a rip-off, me si en n steph had curry noodle which was undoubtly great!!! i cleared the whole darn bowl.......... den we wandered around for a while, den we went to engineering (wanted to skipt at first since i was the only one interested in engineering, but i gotta thank the rest for just going on with it)......the courses were geat, so were the displays, i liked te air punch game da best, hahaz.......

after tat, we went to see some cca's but not really interesting, den we head on to busines school, went to see tourism sice steph was very darn enthu bout it, hahaz...... wasnt tat bad, i even thought of taking up the culinary course, hahaz.... we met yx, ky, cheryl, denise n adelyn there, hahaz.... just waved den go off, went to see zq's mass comm(was not called mass comm though, but u get the idea, hahaz), den go see sum studio n radio dj stuff....... den went downstairs, den met sum prcs fwens, steph saw that they got da TP bag, liked it, wanted it, eventually got it hahaz.....all of us did......den they want go see da Temasek Culinary Academy, but dare not ask the people bout the bus, so they got me to do it, hahaz...... the culinary academy was darn freakin cool man!!!! i like the smellof da food there even though no food was prepared..... like zq said, smelling is free, hahaz..........

den we walked back to the main foyer, went to look at he design school, nthn much though.........

only great scenery n cool grafiti, den went to see the performance by the very own TP students hahaz.....

Hilarious to see them dance, esp the chicken dance, but it was really sum great atmosphere,..... hahaz......sumone also said that even though the TP got lesser students, they shout even louder than our school, hahaz...... sum photos posted.......

Den, we head on to library, nthn much also.... came out of library, den had a 'balloon fight' hahaz..... seriously stupid though, hahahaz....... wet to see applied science n IT which i was not really interested in......... dat was practicaly the whole dae, hahaz.......

Neway, prob i should tell u guys more bout me tat i found ou through my camp..... if u really need a listening ear, im open, hahaz.... u can tell me ur secrets n i can guarantee 110% tat it will nvr be leaked out, hahaz....tat's one reason y i hardly tok to u guys, trying not to say wrong time or leak out any secret, another reason y i dun tok u ur often n i wish all of u guys wud sumthing bout it, i have almost nthn in common to tok about to u guys, i can confirm tat i am DIFERRENT N HAVE ALMOST NTHN IN COMMON WITH UR, so plz juz noe y i hardly tok to u guys, n btw, i dun like shows regarding idols...... example? american idol....... i juz wach for fun...... y i dun listen to chinese music? i have been listening too excessively wen i was much younger, i find all chinese songs to be the same no matter how good the singer is, THE ONLY TIME WEN I REALLY WUN MIND LISTENING IS WEN THESE CHINESE SONG GET A MAJOR TWIST.......in other words,using more styles of music....... like the jap n eng singers do, no offence though...... n i apologise for any harsh comments....haiz........n remember, I DID NOT SAE I HATE CHINESE MUSIC...........

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